I’ve always thought of Tuesdays as terrible.
Monday is expected to be bleak; the weekend is over and its time to go back to school/work/monotony. Even worse the thought of a full five days looming ahead of you until you can enjoy the lovely carefree feelings of Friday afternoon and a weekend spent with loved ones. so with the expectation of a bad day, I tend to not notice just how mediocre Monday’s often are.
In reality Mondays aren’t that bad…my diet is always successful on a Monday, a result of getting my act together after a ‘terrible’ weekend of food and drink, the morning at work passes blissfully by as co-workers chat of their fabulous weekends as we work away in our cubicles and 5 a side indoor netball on Monday nights is great fun.
This morning…Tuesday – I woke at my usual time, rolled over and fell asleep. I didn’t go for the run I had promised myself, I didn’t clean up the puppy chaos spread across every square inch of my living room, I didn’t prepare tonight’s dinner to go into the slow cooker…instead I slept and woke up rather late and as a result rushed around the house causing my own brand of chaos.
The empty milk carton is on the bench, breadcrumbs litter the floor and Im sure there is a wet towel in the middle of my wardrobe entrance. The weather is a miserable gloom of clouds and a constant stream of rain and traffic was hideous. Amid traffic frustration I depleted my already low iphone battery by randomly flicked through suggested blog rolls and was pleasantly surprised to stumble across THXTHXTHX (the surprise being that I felt pleasantly anything on a morning like this mornings)
But what a lovely surprise!!! THXTHXTHX – A Thankyou Note a Day is a blog created and maintained by the talented Leah Dieterich, each day she posts a thankyou note for one thing she is thankful for at that particular moment.
This simple yet wonderful concept started me thinking of how negative I have been lately and of all the wonderful things in my life of which I truly am thankful for yet seem to be swamped by those that daunt and overwhelm and depress me.
Taking this realisation a step further I readjusted my thoughts for this morning
1. I slept in and had to rush to get out of the house leaving behind a massive mess OR I had a much needed sleep in and still left the house on time with clean hair and there are no expected visitors today anyway
2. My weight is much higher than Im comfortable with OR My weight is 400grm lower than yesterday and I had an ok food day yesterday
3. Traffic held me up and I was late for work OR Traffic held me up, allowing me to browse blog rolls on my iphone and allowing me to stumble across THXTHXTHX
4. I didn’t get my promised run in so I’m lazy and mediocre and will stay fat forever OR My manager isn’t in today, I can skip my lunch break and leave work a little early and make it to STEP tonight burning just as many calories and catch up with some gym buddies at the same time
So all in all my negative depressive thoughts can be turned around to positives and this Tuesday really isn’t so terrible. And once the day at work is through and I have been to my step class I will go home to my husband give him a big kiss and tell him how thankful I am for his love and his support and for just being him
xoxo